I thought you might be interested in how my interest in film and filmmaking started and after watching The Rock the whole mindset got back to me and brought memories back.
Picture me, 13 year old. At the time I was very much fascinated with special operations team. Around then a game came out called Police Quest: SWAT. It was a weird combination of FMV (full motion video, for readers too young to remember – it’s fully filmed with actors and took lots of CDs, this one in particular took 4). So here was me fascinated will at the SWAT stuff, I got really nerdy about it and my brother tells me about two movies that features such teams with big exposure. These were The Rock and Executive Decision. He also praised the music to The Rock after seeing both in the cinema.
So finally we rented The Rock on VHS, yes, those were the days. And I loved it. I loved the music too and I bought the cassette not long afterwards (my first consciously bought film score that made me a huge fan of Hans Zimmer, which I am to this day). That’s when it came to me. I want to be a filmmaker. I used modem internet by then and somehow I found a writing template for MS Word, which I downloaded really quickly. The first script I tried to write but of course never finished was a sequel to The Rock. The details are very sketchy 13 years later, but I know it featured children of both Mason and Goodspeed and of course their parents too.
Interestingly first shots in my head featured Harrison Ford and Helen Hunt and the next story I tried to write was something connected to IRA, featuring two families going to vacation together. I know that the first scene was a SWAT sniper accidentally taking out the main characters’ father during an entry and it related to that. The story was about Irish terrorists (some of the first music I wrote too!) going to America, taking over a leisure place where two familes (I took Helen Hunt and Paul Reiser as a huge fan of Mad About You, my friend who I wanted to do it with demanded, yes, Pamela Anderson as the other character), escaping the place and getting back in with a SWAT team, in a twist similar to The Rock. How did I ground 12-13 year olds getting in fully armed, I don’t know. I know that one featured a very violent scene where somebody (one of the kids?) would put an impact drill into somebody’s heart, self-defense of course. I still remember how I imagined the bleeding.
We had a camera and I would film home parties in Bourne style. The biggest zoom possible, very much hand-held. 3 years later we started building a house and I filmed the documentary of building the house. I was concentrating on what was built and yet again I didn’t use a tripod (which I had at the time already, I still have that one), which annoyed my dad especially, because I wouldn’t show people, just the stuff that was new. Dad got back to that footage a year or two ago and edited it and that film came out pretty nice. Great to see what editing can do to very raw footage by a very inexperienced 15 year old. I am still willing to make a director’s cut of it…
I kept writing scripts, shorts. I got one finished, then with a friend I wrote an action story, which was basically a feature-length story compacted to about 20 pages. I remember how we wanted a girl to play one of the main characters and we handed her the script when she was shocked after a minor accident she and her family had when they were leaving their grandparents, that wasn’t very professional. Neither were my directing attempts. I wouldn’t learn my mistakes, I was very insecure and always the cast would take over some decisions, but interestingly the shots that came out best were the ones that were in my head. Still, failures.
Now I am here, over 10 years later and my experience hasn’t changed a lot. I’ve got 4 finished feature scripts (first one written when I was 15), of which two in English. Working on my third English-language one. I calmed down to being quite static with my camera work ideas. I haven’t tried much except some practice and filming some things in London, namely jazz concerts, thanks to my great friend, Richard who hosted me and gave me a great lighting excercise which I really cherish. The credit for making me try things out goes definitely to him so here is a huge thank you to him. Two of the scripts were written with, who I believe, is a very talented actress originally from Israel, in mind. Today she has a blog by the name of Saffron Copper and for anybody liking nice and warm, funny writing and great photography and some beautiful female celebrities (and a cool animated character, not by her, sadly!), should go to her blog at http://saffroncopper.wordpress.com. Richard’s site is also in my blogroll and is heavily recommended to anyone liking/interested in Berlin and basically, to anybody who loves great and intelligent writing. My two best friends.
I am still here, dreaming and slowly getting to start doing the stuff I want. Working on a Ph. D. in literature doesn’t quite help, but we are where we are. I thought you would like to know more about where I am coming from and even with my onset experience (also on a very bad non-budget comedy where I operated the boom and acted in one scene), I cherish those memories very much. Good days ahead.